Life Poems

Pushing me away

Pushing me away
walking home on a Sunday evening, thinking about life, thinking about myself, i get stuck in a sudden downpour;
without nowhere to hide, nowhere to run, i walk along, unmindful of the pouring rain;
seeing an empty bus stand, i walk my way towards it, to escape the rain, walking my way towards it, i suddenly slip and fall down;
gathering myself once again, i look up to see the, once empty stand , now brimming with life;
with my journey just started, i move on to the next shade, the moment i step in, i am pushed back into the rain;
clueless, wondering why, i try to get an answer, but to no avail, stepping back into the rain;
i move on once again, slowly making my way, i suddenly find myself, dragged into another shade;
assuming my search is over, i slowly settle myself in, only to be ensnared, and thrown back into the rain;
blaming myself for everything, i continue to walk in this (never ending) rain, life it seems, is hell bent on , pushing me away to fight, a battle i have grown weary of!
-------------------------------------------------------- Title inspired by Linkin Park song - Pushing me away!
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This poem was first written on Jul 28, 2008 and has been updated on Dec 17, 2020.

3 comments on "Pushing me away"

  1. 🙂 good one!! but sadly, i see no hope in this!! why this sudden change in your writing?? buck up and give a fight…

  2. hey, there is no sudden change and all.
    its been a while since i wrote a “dark” poem, hence this one 🙂

    just a temporary one 😀

    u bet i am going to put a big fight 😉

    Thank you 🙂

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