Love or Infatuation?

April 20, 2012

i was told it was love,
a madness i was not willing to be drawn into,
but the symptons said something else,
i was told it was only love;Love or Infatuation

my legs felt wobbly when she came near,
i used to gaze at the ceiling,
thinking all day of the times that i could spend with her,
thinking within me;

i lost myself around her,
i lost track of time, sense and everything else,
including courage (to tell her)
when she was near;

and there i was with a valentine’s day card
clutched in my hand to make my love public,
tell her i loved her and wanted to spend my life with her,
and there i was ready to jump into madness;

madness it was,
from the moment i gave her the card,
i knew it;

she was the darling of all,
and i was the outcast,
a story fit for a movie,
but this is life;

now as i think about it,
i wonder was it love?
or was it just infatuation?
i do not know, now!


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  • Ranu April 21, 2012 at 4:26 am

    Seems that you have been through this. It has been quite confusing to decide between them for everyone, i guess. Nice one.

  • Lilly April 21, 2012 at 12:41 pm

    What if it was love??? What if she wished youd go back?

    • Praveen April 23, 2012 at 11:02 pm

      If only, if only i had known. lots of ifs and buts to be certain.

  • erie morgan April 22, 2012 at 11:20 am

    love it really i do it bring tears to my eyes

  • erie morgan April 24, 2012 at 7:48 am

    this poem is the best i’ve ever read

  • suma June 9, 2012 at 4:24 am

    i also feel like this i can’t forget him i am always thinking about him he also loves me 3 years he proposes me but i did’t tell anything to him but i want to say him that i like him but i am not dare to say this

  • Cathy July 20, 2012 at 12:10 am

    Great poem there… I happen to wonder too.. but if they went away without telling you back how they felt,then it surely might not have been mutual..