as the sunlight slowly faded away the city lights flickered on, one by one, illuminating everything on the outside and casting a shadow on the inside;
as time slowly ticked past, the darkness inched closer and closer spreading its shadows across the land, my inner self comes alive;
as much as i struggle and curl underneath the blanket, my fears come alive, and slowly engulfs me from the inside and tears up the mask that i so successfully put on during the day;
fears that torment me from the inside during the day comes alive as soon the light fades away and i am back into my den, with a mind of its own, tormenting me every single night, sometimes i wished i was dead;
surrounded by many, yet isolated and alone, i try to reach out to people but succeed in grasping just empty air;
struggling to keep my sanity, i plunge myself into darkness for its the only place to hide to cope with all this, i give up and cry myself to sleep;
it’s tiresome to want something you don’t have, and each morning i wake with loneliness by my side, each day I walk with it’s presence in my footsteps, each night it lies hand in hand with my insomnia;
perhaps i have become invisible? or have i become just an figment of imagination? they cried on my shoulders and i soaked up their tears, asking for nothing in return, but when i need someone, where did they all go?