The darkest clouds
surround me
my heart aches
With thoughts entangled
I find myself alone
caught in this disease.

This mundane world
Drives me crazy
everyone is friendly
fake smiles -
hiding some secret
haunted by this disease.

I just go astray
I feel so cold inside
Sorrow has frozen my mind
Fear has become
a companion
My soul disfigured
lying there
I search for peace
But oh this disease!