lonely, confused and sad,
it feels as if i was just a shadow of the day,
in light i exist and in darkness, i am gone!
what am i searching for?
when i have nothing else to search for!
surrounded by all sides, i try my best to survive,
but i have only 2 hands!
i run, i run as fast i could,
till i have no breath and no roads left,
but i end up where i started from;
drowning in my bloodshed tears,
searching for a place where i belong,
i stand alone, wandering and wondering
What am I supposed to do?
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lonely leaf image credit: http://www.flickr.com/photos/issafakhro/6332225015/
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