--- title: Apologize date: 2010-01-05T15:09:56Z modified: 2010-01-08T13:36:20Z permalink: "https://www.poetryoflife.com/apologize/" type: post status: publish excerpt: "" wpid: 924 categories: - Life Poems featured_image: "https://www.poetryoflife.com/wp-content/uploads/2010/01/Apologize.jpg" author: Praveen Kumar timestamp: 2010-01-08T13:36:20Z tags: - Life Poems --- a brand new year,![](http://www.poetryoflife.com/wp-content/uploads/2010/01/Apologize.jpg "Apologize") a brand new start, is what make things right, i assumed; plenty of scars – both physical and emotional still attached to myself and refused to leave me in [solitude](https://www.poetryoflife.com/wp-content/uploads/wp-mfa-exports/post/solitude-of-man.md) as much as i tried; foolishly i believed this [existence](https://www.poetryoflife.com/wp-content/uploads/wp-mfa-exports/post/existence.md) is all but doomed, i have been trying to change all that happened mistakes i have made plenty and i was trying to apologise for all that happened; i was trying to seek forgiveness from everyone else, for things that i did not even do, i was being naive, i was being misled into believing i am the problem; as the [new year](https://www.poetryoflife.com/wp-content/uploads/wp-mfa-exports/post/year-beginnings.md) dawned, a new thinking arose within me, why should i change for others? why should i be what others want me to be? instead of seeking forgiveness from others, i decided to seek it within; apologies for letting my dreams down, apologies for letting myself down infront of the world, apologies for not [accepting](https://www.poetryoflife.com/wp-content/uploads/wp-mfa-exports/post/acceptance.md) what i am really and finally, apologies for all the subtle messages that was sent from within; a brand new confidence sprang forth within me, a belief that i am the supreme being, irrespective of what the world says, i am [what](https://www.poetryoflife.com/wp-content/uploads/wp-mfa-exports/post/i-am-what-i-am.md) i am and try as much, i cannot please everyone and i need not change for anyone;