my mind is blank no thoughts no memories everything is just dark!
watching the comedy on tv fails to evoke any laughter; while the beauty of mother nature doesnt leave me in awe!
once calm mind, now struggles to remain sane with the storm now creating havoc inside me!
frustration takes over, crossing the line of sanity clouds of anger blinds my eyes!
making no sense of whats happening chaos and confusion strike at will!
trapped within this tempest fighting to be free of this prison i try to break the walls of insecurity and mend my ship to sail again!
at times, i slip and fall under the waves; at times, i struggle to breathe; at times, i consider putting an end to this all using the coward’s way out!
taken for granted and taken for a ride when i stopped running in this rat race, i was just pushed to the sidelines;
when darkness called, i sold my soul to satan swallowed my pride and became a mute spectator to this drama of life
riding on the wings of hope, i go into this long battle knowing its my life that’s at stake knowing the winds of change, that is around the corner, waiting to blow me back oncourse once the storm has passed!