as the moonlight lit up the dark night i watched in awe, lost in a world that you seem to have taken me to, i stood there open-mouthed; thinking the life that has eluded me for so long, is finally in my hands, i let loose myself to be with

some days i want to live some days i wish it’s over some days i long to see some days i wait to die; some days i think i am fine some days i believe i have a problem some days i am strong some days i am weak; some

there are so many questions left unanswered time has finally caught up and slowed me down, leaving me breathless intent to teach me a thing or two; disturbed thoughts push my dreams away, waiting to be fulfilled, my dreams linger around weighing me down every day; one by one, i

i wish life could be a simple, carefree joyride into the sunset day after day; how i wish trouble could be swatted aside like a fly; got to spend time, got to make time, got to spend more time got to make more time got to fight the inevitable, got

as the walls crumbled and mist cleared, i heard the sounds of the locks coming undone and drop down with a clatter setting me free; i sit up and rub my eyes, a feeling of love and of true happiness now fill my empty heart; walking down the gravel path

times when i just can’t say what i want to shout i am afraid when it comes out it will all be wrong; as the drama unfolds putting me dead in the center of an unexpected storm i keep moving in circles; try as much as possible i am stuck

it started off small like a tiny blip on the horizon unknown and unimaginable; gazing into the darkened sky, hands grabbing to reach the stars I followed the mysterious sign near the horizon; unaware of the impending change I came closer and closer wanting to know more yet trying to

as the light pierces the darkfriday morning, illuminating everything in its pathI woke up with a purpose; my time has come,this is the end of the road,scavenging through my sensesI regain my conscious; as I slowly open my eyesthe sound of my heart beatingand the calmness of the landtell me

as the night slowly gave away to a brand new morning my eyes opened to a brand new beginning; trying to be what i am not I let you take over me creeping and crawling you drove to me to the edge of madness; as I see the reflection in

you came into my lifewhen darkness reigned supreme,expectations I had none,life was one big chore; and in one moment,you came in and sparkeda desire to live lifeand banished the darkness forever; as I sit here watching the night sky,I think of the days whendarkness was the only thingthat was visible

drifting away in my own mind getting lost in the sands of time i try to gather all the information that is beaming infront of my eyes; making little sense of what is being said and what is being done i wander round and round; acting like a clown in

back to the beginning,starting at square one,where one chapter endedanother one starts; as the race for lifegrows tighter and crazier,the winds of memoriesbring in the sweet days of yesteryears; as I took a walkand gazed up into the skyit seems so strangelooking at the sun and the moon together; as

as I stand hereon the threshold ofsomething newlife has come to a pause; everything has justbeen temporarilyput on hold orslowed down to a crawl; emotions,thoughts,desires,and dreams; like a kid stepping into a schoolafter the holidayseverything seems brand newwhile its all the same; nothing has changednothing seems out of orderyet everything

Wait, it’s never too late for years, i have been sitting on the fence contemplating whether to go this way or go the other way; unable to decide and unable to comprehend what i saw and what i witnessed; i stayed glued to this fence occasionally walking to the edge

It’s half past midnight tossing and turning unable to sleep, I don’t know what to do; My mind is far away in search of something that I once had and somehow slipped out my hand; Struggling to understand this tug of war between the mind and heart I try to

lost in someone else’s dreamfrolicking amidst madnessdangling by a dream and makingno sense of this commotion; words of insanityspewing forth like lavabulldozing its way pasteverything that came in the path; how do I explainwhat goes on insidethe deepest shadowsof my heart; as the howling of the windand crashing of the

as my eyes closed, my mindawakens to a fantasywhere there are noboundaries or barriers; drawn to a memory so beautiful,to make it a reality I would surely die for;dwelling in sleepless nights forever,searching for an escape from this matrix of life; caught in a never ending questand battle for all

how can I explain?how can I describe?leaving me destituteturning me into an empty shell; I am wide awakebut my world is half asleep,voices telling me to carry onbut I am swimming in an ocean all alone; I tried to go on likethis never happened,but where I am goingis anybody’s guess!