it’s weird how life repeats itself waking up in a sweat again another day has been laid to waste; stuck in my head thoughts of you swirling round and round, like a paper plane caught in a tornado, i can feel you pulling me down; my muscles strain, my arms ache,

I am drowning deeply in these thoughts alone sitting, staring, into a dark unknown i close my eyes to shield me from the darkness dancing around me; moulding me into what they wanted me to be haunted and held within these walls i shiver from the terror of the unknown

i close my eyes and count to ten pretending all this to be a dream, hoping your face would disappear, I open them and then I shut them again; i have learned to live with the silence in my life and all the days seemed the same until you came

i searched for hours in the crowded marketplace and in the high class supermarket for the perfect bright bouquet of flowers; i have always believed in love putting it above everything else i used to dream of finding true love pretending it to be my saviour in dire times; walking

at times i felt i’ve come to the end of life attempts to change seems as futile as stupidity; when the sun sets with a final red blaze i tried to cross the borders of reality into a world where my desires met the dreams of tomorrow; now i feel

I see you there in the distance far between a stretch of the unknown Im standing, waiting here for you in this haze I wont let you walk alone. The minutes are moving faster now the days continue to come and go my mind is spacing, my heart racing I

all these thoughts of what’s going to happen to me swirl around unabated; fuelled by the dreams of yesterday with an aim to stand tall against all odds i nurtured this desire for a long time; falling at every other step, i picked up the pieces and moved on hoping

laugh all day, cry all night, always saying nothings wrong, everythings alright, never wanting to admit how you really feel inside because all you really want to do is run away and hide i wish, just wish that.. maybe, just maybe i could lose myself in a world that wasn’t

There was a time when we walked hand-in-hand, Without a care in the world for love was near. And then we paused on a road Went carelessly into a dark alley Where time stood still for a while..   We were groping for each other’s warmth Trying to find our

Try as I might words don’t come out all these things inside the pen refuses to write; All my dreams of yesterday are just a touch away my wings are spread out ready to take off in a quick flight; Wandering in the darkness of my mind searching for a

here i sit trying to write what my heart wants to while my mind tries to hold the words back; time and time again under a cloud of darkness your smile makes my heart beat a little more rapidly; i am being eaten from the inside as the thoughts of

walking down the street with an empty feeling thoughts of you flood my mind just as the heavens above opened up; lost and looking for answers dreams and hopes that was once within reach, now seems a million miles away; sitting next to the rain splattered window, watching the shadow

searching for answersthat evaded me for so long,i got lost in a maze of treacheryhidden under a mask of innocence; it’s been so longwords kept me awakeall night long, makingme restless and confused; drowning in the wishesof a long lost past,i let my life down,i let myself down; in the

waking up drenched in sweatrealizing it’s nothing but a nightmareI get up to drink a glass of waterto drown the fear that woke me up! sins I have done plentyI do not know if the good I did is enoughto grant me a passage to heavenor worse, born again as

the grey sky looming above, rain drops still dripping down from the pregnant clouds above, we set out on our journey once again; around and around we go in slow circles, moving to the beat of the thunder and rain that surrounds us; as the droplets hit the ground, shattered

with my eyes closed, into the darkness of night, I felt a hand trying to slowly wake me up; through the dark, I saw you smile and felt my heart beating like never before; you look into my eyes, tell me you love me, and for a moment time stood

as the rains continue to batter, standing on the balcony i watch the rain drops converge into one pool of water; i wish you were here standing next to me in this rain soaked night, holding hands, scheming of things pretty; Wondering to myself, so late at night, what is

Exceptional guilt!! I see in your eyes Your love Lost inside of you It hasn’t always been this way There were brighter days It’s so cold now.. so freezing cold.. can’t take it any more…   My soul is wrapped in chains As fear grips me I live in a