searching for answersthat evaded me for so long,i got lost in a maze of treacheryhidden under a mask of innocence; it’s been so longwords kept me awakeall night long, makingme restless and confused; drowning in the wishesof a long lost past,i let my life down,i let myself down; in the midst of the

waking up drenched in sweatrealizing it’s nothing but a nightmareI get up to drink a glass of waterto drown the fear that woke me up! sins I have done plentyI do not know if the good I did is enoughto grant me a passage to heavenor worse, born again as

the grey sky looming above, rain drops still dripping down from the pregnant clouds above, we set out on our journey once again; around and around we go in

with my eyes closed, into the darkness of night, I felt a hand trying to slowly wake me up; through the dark, I saw you smile

as the rains continue to batter, standing on the balcony i watch the rain drops converge into one pool of water; i wish you were here standing next

Exceptional guilt!! I see in your eyes Your love Lost inside of you It hasn’t always been this way There were brighter days It’s so cold now.. so freezing cold.. can’t take it any more…   My soul is wrapped in chains As fear grips me I live in a dark land among the lifeless listening to the voices in my head Hoping for

as the moonlight lit up the dark night i watched in awe, lost in a world that you seem to have taken me to, i stood there open-mouthed; thinking the life that has

some days i want to live some days i wish it’s over some days i long to see some days i wait to die; some days i think i am fine

there are so many questions left unanswered time has finally caught up and slowed me down, leaving me breathless intent to teach me a thing or two; disturbed thoughts push my dreams away,

i wish life could be a simple, carefree joyride into the sunset day after day; how i wish trouble could be swatted

as the walls crumbled and mist cleared, i heard the sounds of the locks coming undone and drop down with a clatter setting me free; i sit up and rub my eyes,

times when i just can’t say what i want to shout i am afraid when it comes out it will all be wrong; as the drama unfolds putting

it started off small like a tiny blip on the horizon unknown and unimaginable; gazing into the darkened sky, hands grabbing to reach the stars

as the light pierces the darkfriday morning, illuminating everything in its pathI woke up with a purpose; my time has come,this is the end of the road,scavenging through my sensesI regain my conscious; as I slowly open my eyesthe sound of my heart beatingand the calmness of the landtell me everything

as the night slowly gave awayto a brand new morningmy eyes opened to abrand new beginning;   trying to be what i am notI let you take over mecreeping and crawling you drove to me to the edge of madness;   as I see the reflection in the waterI look deep into the eyesthat