coming out of the shadows of the past and reaching to the light that is now shining in its glory i realized i am standing all alone, with the whole world at my disposal; i searched, i needed somebody to continue the exploration, or so i thought; how naive and so dumb one can become; wasting precious time doing nothing other than

flying inside the realms of my mind i got lost in the neverland, living life with carefree joy; nothing lasts forever not even happiness in this tiny planet that we call home; my happiness was shortlived the moment i was forced to grow up from a happy go lucky child into an adult overnight; travelling through the maze of time i fell asleep halfway

hands clasped, eyes closed, heads bowed in respect everyone stood there chanting a prayer within; watching them from a distance i could not comprehend the need for such intricate and passionate devotion; stood there myself, a long long time ago unable to think of anything and perplexed on what am i supposed to do? i once stood there, eyes closed, hands clasped trying hard

walking along the inner road inside the park i got distracted; sounds of hushed laughter a sweet voice and a beautiful girl brought my walk to an end; trying to avoid eye contact taking the extra efforts not to make it obvious i watched her from the park bench; the moment we met i fell hook, line and sinker my days of carefree living came

life is what u make it it’s that simple and plain sometimes u get sunshine but for now we got no rain; so thats how it all started, as simple as that, its been a while, a long while indeed; one hell of a hot summer, sweating and perspiring like never before, sleepless nights and broken hearts; waiting for the clouds to open

there she was, in all her splendour beauty captivating everyone with her smile and killing everyone with just one look; i stood there patiently waiting not wanting to make the first move i watched in silence; images of the past meetings between us flew through my mind, memories of the last time; i did not want to lose this time around, so held my

realizing my words can be twisted and misunderstood i set out to do something new and something out of the way; standing in the balcony, watching the people scamper in to the shopping mall, i grew restless and tired; twenty three days in june the heat and the cloudless sky, summer sun shining brightly; biting into the cold watermelon, i stood watching the

on my way back from the cemetry, crying and feeling desolate, i guess that’s when it began; haunting me to this day, i curse myself and wonder why i stopped when others did not; through the wind and the rain, in a world that i long to be in, day in and day out, used and thrown away; if only we could make

there was nothing in sight running away from the carnage the memories left abandoned all gone in a blink of the eye; sometimes beginnings are’nt so simple sometimes goodbye’s the only way i did not realize everything was falling apart, until everyone i knew was ready to turn and run away; i wish i could say that i’ve got

my soul softened in silence with the sound of your whisper echoing in the wind humming to violins in the distance playing a sweet love song; in these tempting twilights, i sip of your spirit in our secret place where urges are answered, and questions are not; in those beautiful eyes, gazing into mine, like mirrors into my psyche, i fell captive to

it seemed forever every second felt like an hour time seemed to slow down when it was really unnecessary; i guess i got lost trying to be someone else, somewhere along the way i left myself behind; everything i touched was golden, everthing i loved got broken, every mistake i’ve ever made has been replayed over and over again as i got

i am getting tired of starting afresh each time somewhere new; to you everything was just a game, it’s easy to say i was a fool; helpless, pretending, hoping someone would see i guess i fell straight into the trap; i wonder what it feels like to find the one in this life, the one we all dream of, but dreams are’nt just enough; confused about

I reached out to touch your hand but i was so far away, the farther i reach the farther you pull away like the tide in the sea; The minutes pass like years i feel your thoughts running through my mind i make a wish on a shooting star and I pray that you return to me; the rain falls down all

sitting on the park bench under the old tree, just like old times chewing gum and reading the newspaper; with the sun smiling down, and as the flowers swayed in the gentle breeze, sitting here waiting for your arrival; laughing at the good times crying with the bad holding your hands until they wrinkle we’ll sit here watching sunsets and

waking up kicking and screaming thinking i am drowning and swallowed by the sea; sunlight, opened up my eyes assuring me, the nightmare is over atleast for the time being, and a beautiful day awaits my presence; as the tears stream down my face, i sat there holding a cup of coffee, reconstructing the nightmare that seems to plague me every