lose myself!
What am i supposed to to?
after all that i have been through
when everything else had been banished
like a fog, it slowly creeped inside me once again!
can’t find the reason to keep holding on
don’t know how long i can keep going on
like this, hiding everything neatly tucked inside
smiling falsely and proving nothing.
change is inevitable,
thoughts of you now
crawling inside me
like never before.
right when i thought
there’s nothing else left
seeds of love were
sown deep inside me!
once a barren land
your presence, your thoughts
transformed it into a garden
now teeming with life
now teeming with thoughts of you,
i try to find a reason to hold on,
to delay the inevitable!
when love has won the war,
i have lost the battle to you!
i am lost under your spell
and i am losing myself everyday!
Ah, the magic of love, eh?? You cannot fight it boi… unless you’re so strong in resenting it, which you cannot, once it has taken over you!
Just give in and watch it molding you!
love is a battle and you lose to win!!
BL, i am trying to give in and i am sure the day is not far away