Love

Letting Go

November 9, 2006

As silence fills my loneliness
Only for you my heart cries
The growing gnawing  pain within myself
That tears every senses of my life.

Tears flow endlessly
Even my eyes swells in deep agony
But nothing had been left
That I burned even more with desire
Just to feel the warmness of your embrace.

I still have the memories when we first meet
Memories that I thought would just be the beginning
And would never end
But suddenly it was gone with  the wind.

I always say I LOVE YOU
Deep inside my heart I do
Thinking that you feel the same way too
That even we’re miles away we can make it through

I felt my world shattered like a glass
One day when you told me that I was just a back up
And that you are still in search of your perfect match
For someone you can marry even when there’s no real LOVE.

I have been waiting for a chance
Hoping that one day you would realize and understand
I gave you everything that I have
Just to let you know that I love you so much

You have closed your door to me indeed
Even if I was just trying to talk , just being a FRIEND
Then I realized,Perhaps I was  obsessed and was pushing myself  to you…
And now, I need to say goodbye and Let go.

  • oyang October 16, 2010 at 11:51 am

    should never be ashamed to say “I love you”
    and should never be ashamed to say “love me”
    and also should never be ashamed to say “do not leave me”
    i like this poem

  • Pierre March 12, 2012 at 5:14 pm

    i’ve written poems like these, and even though i have not experience that but i can feel it in your words. truly beautiful