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I’ll Never Ever Trust Again

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You know exactly how I feel about others
You know that I’m reluctant to trust people,
Coz I fear them cheat me

You know I expect 100% trustworthiness from the person that I trust.
You knew each and everything about me,
Because I trust you, and you asked me to trust you.

You are a person who always likes to stay happily
Your happiness is different from my happiness
I have seen many things you do,
Why you do those because that brings you happiness
You wont do anything to bring sorrow..!

Your little happy moments brought me pain and sorrow.
But I need to bare that because you are happy
I never spoke about it,
I never let you know that I know everything that you do.
I never put restrictions,
I never command you,
I never gave any orders.
I let you to live the way you like
Coz everyone likes to live in his or her own style

I stayed by your side everyday,
I came with you everyday to your doorstep to make you feel safe and cared
I have no words to say that I love you everyday,
As you do always
But one thing that I can assure, that is I’m not lying.

From the very first meeting I started to suffer
I bared every pain, even though I knew that I have been cheated
Each an every time that you cheat me,
I thought, Oh this may be the last time that she is cheating me
But my count is endless

You stole me happiness, peaceful mind, my dreams, my hopes, my sleep. etc
You may be sleeping nicely every night
I do the opposite of that every time

Do you know how would a person feel
If he knows that his very trustworthy person has cheated him
Do anyone treat you lovingly when they know you have been cheated them
Do anyone keep trust you
Does anyone can trust them again

I have lost my sleep,
Coz since the morning till the night what I experience is cheating,
I suddenly wake up at night with fear
And I cannot remember how many days I slept peacefully since I met you
Morning to night how many lies that you tell me
I believe every your words, coz I love you

How can I think you are lying me
Coz you are the one and only one
Who knows my every secret, the only one whom that I trust
How can I believe that one and only my trustworthy person is lying
If this is so how can I ever believe another
I’ll never ever trust a person again

Writen and contributed by Sithira

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9 comments

Vicky February 15, 2010 - 6:56 am

i understand ur feelings….bcause i have faced that myself…exactly the samething…but one day it ended with me in tears and the one i loved more than anything having the last laugh…but i wow to seek revenge someday…oneday!

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Anna Sarah November 19, 2010 - 11:45 pm

i shed tears when i read this poem :'(
i hve faced this too :((

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nicky February 18, 2011 - 8:12 am

hey i have the same problem my best friend i love her to pieces but one day i asked her if she had feeling for my bf and she lied to me twice about my bf and told my friends as well i dont understand why she could of done that and she lied to my friends as well but i found out the truth thanks to my friends that helped me.

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sonali July 21, 2011 - 7:16 am

hey…i lyk ur poem.i understand u and ur feelings as u tried to express ur emotions and so on through ur poem……….. i knw its hard and painful when u come to knw whom u love so much and that person cheats u….

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roma August 19, 2011 - 6:57 am

your poems are direct to the point and it affect my senses,however
nowadays most of the people are clear,pure and obvious cheaters and liars even before
we know them………….

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Vichitra November 3, 2011 - 9:04 am

A poem ful of emotiƶns…i like it nd fel fr u..

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Sima April 28, 2012 - 12:45 am

Only true lovers can understand ur words
I been Through the same thing
I loved and trust a person
He betrayed me
But I loved him
I never wanted to believe the truth ciao loved him
I try to move on Becouse he left me now
I know hes not crying like I am now
I know he sleeping restfully
But me ….

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julia April 29, 2012 - 7:55 pm

hi,I lyk ur poem n dats exactly going thru..trust no one!!!with u

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sarithakrishnan July 1, 2012 - 5:03 am

hello…mr.praveen…ur way of expression is awesome….mostly a vry sensitive heart which can feel evrythng can put them in to wonderfulwords that can give life to its feelings…may be these are the one which can comfort a heart from a grt pain..impressive..:):):)

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