I am still here

i-am-still-here

I am drowning deeply in these thoughts alone
sitting, staring, into a dark unknown
i close my eyes to shield me from the
darkness dancing around me;

moulding me into what they wanted me to be
haunted and held within these walls
i shiver from the terror of the unknown
because i am not what they see;

pushing past the burning pain inside
sitting, staring, into a dark unknown
I know what is happening and I am helpless,
helpless to help myself;

I want a moment to be real
wanna touch things I don’t feel,
wanna hold on and feel I belong,
it was the comfort that i seeked;

as the dawn of a new day approached,
and the madness of the day came to life,
i am still here trying to find out
who i am, who i’m not and who i wanna be;
(no way to know till you set me free;)

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Comfort:-
give moral or emotional strength to
a state of being relaxed and feeling no pain;
satisfaction or physical well-being provided by a person;
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multiple meanings.
one or two lines are from songs by Goo Goo Dolls and Fray
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