Fear of Loss

I am scared
When I laugh at
The silliest of the jokes you crack.
 
I am scared
When you look at an old man on the road
And say, ‘Heeeyyyy dude’
And I see myself laughing out loud.
 
I am scared
When you say you would walk a 500 miles
And fall at my doorstep just to see me.
 
I am scared
When you say
You want to make me happy
And see me smiling always.
 
I am scared
When you surprise me with your gifts
And I treasure them above my life.
 
I am scared
When my best buddy says –
“You are flying high”
 
I am scared
When you say you were a flirt
But when it comes to me, ‘It’s different’
 
I am scared
When I spend more time with you
And I see myself changing my routines.
 
I am scared
When you say am beautiful
And you take pride in presenting me.
 
I am scared
When others take pleasure in seeing us together
And say we are made for each other.
 
I am scared
When we just paint the city
Roaming on the streets holding hands.
 
I am scared
When you say I am your princess
And steal a smile from me.
 
I am scared
When I find myself
Going out of my way just to meet you.
 
I am scared
When I see myself cooking for you
Even before we started living.
 
I am scared
When my mom sees me blushing
When I think of you.
 
I am scared
When others say they see a change
And ask me ‘Is it love?’
 
I am scared
When you say you know a pretty girl
And she is close to you.
 
I am scared
When you say that you just can’t wait
For the day to make love.
 
I am scared
when my heart skips
Every time my phone beeps.
 
I am scared
When you kiss me so passionately
And I am just not able to say a ‘No’ to you.
 
I am scared
When you say that I am the woman of your dreams
And you would go back and hunt for me
If you had a time-turner.
 
I am scared
When I miss you
Even if I don’t see you for a day.
 
I am scared
When you penetrate my mind
With your gaze and read what’s in.
 
I am scared
As I know you are my ultimate man
And that I have finally found you.
 
I am scared
Of too many things
That I am just not able to relish the moments
I’m with you.
 
I am scared
If god would be generous enough
To let me have you just this once
For a lifetime!
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