as the night slowly gave away to a brand new morning my eyes opened to a brand new beginning; trying to be what i am not I let you take over me creeping and crawling you drove to me to the edge of madness; as I see the reflection in

you came into my lifewhen darkness reigned supreme,expectations I had none,life was one big chore; and in one moment,you came in and sparkeda desire to live lifeand banished the darkness forever; as I sit here watching the night sky,I think of the days whendarkness was the only thingthat was visible

drifting away in my own mind getting lost in the sands of time i try to gather all the information that is beaming infront of my eyes; making little sense of what is being said and what is being done i wander round and round; acting like a clown in

back to the beginning,starting at square one,where one chapter endedanother one starts; as the race for lifegrows tighter and crazier,the winds of memoriesbring in the sweet days of yesteryears; as I took a walkand gazed up into the skyit seems so strangelooking at the sun and the moon together; as

as I stand hereon the threshold ofsomething newlife has come to a pause; everything has justbeen temporarilyput on hold orslowed down to a crawl; emotions,thoughts,desires,and dreams; like a kid stepping into a schoolafter the holidayseverything seems brand newwhile its all the same; nothing has changednothing seems out of orderyet everything

Wait, it’s never too late for years, i have been sitting on the fence contemplating whether to go this way or go the other way; unable to decide and unable to comprehend what i saw and what i witnessed; i stayed glued to this fence occasionally walking to the edge

It’s half past midnight tossing and turning unable to sleep, I don’t know what to do; My mind is far away in search of something that I once had and somehow slipped out my hand; Struggling to understand this tug of war between the mind and heart I try to

lost in someone else’s dreamfrolicking amidst madnessdangling by a dream and makingno sense of this commotion; words of insanityspewing forth like lavabulldozing its way pasteverything that came in the path; how do I explainwhat goes on insidethe deepest shadowsof my heart; as the howling of the windand crashing of the

as my eyes closed, my mindawakens to a fantasywhere there are noboundaries or barriers; drawn to a memory so beautiful,to make it a reality I would surely die for;dwelling in sleepless nights forever,searching for an escape from this matrix of life; caught in a never ending questand battle for all

how can I explain?how can I describe?leaving me destituteturning me into an empty shell; I am wide awakebut my world is half asleep,voices telling me to carry onbut I am swimming in an ocean all alone; I tried to go on likethis never happened,but where I am goingis anybody’s guess!

afraid of what I would seeif I peeked inside,I became deaf and dumbto the emotions that my heart cried out; the day slowly slips bybringing nothing to conclusionbringing nothing new to light,it slowly dragged on the inevitable; with every step that I take,my confidence grows even furtherallowing me to take

walking along the moonlit beach,thinking of reasons aplentybeneath the twinkling stars,dancing to the waves of melodies; traveling in two different directions,we came together at an unexpected stop;as the silence of the night,became unbearable, it was meant to be; left speechless, without any inspirationsearching the shoreline and the wavesfor a reason,

walking down the roadfeeling cold and bluesaying goodbye was so hard to doI looked up to the sky; clouds of darkness on one sidelight filtering in from anotherwalking from one place to anotheron a carpet of fallen leaves; feeling miles awayand completely at ease,colors as vibrant as can be,shimmered on

the day is almost overeverything I wanted to do,everything I wanted to say,has been said and done; as I make my way back to the den,before the darkness closed in,I start to think and wonder,why should I barricade myself again; I reach down into my souland grab for the real

as I swim through asea of uncertainty,my heart sang with joy,my anguish thoughts gone! I don’t understand how or why,at times, I feel like the end is near,while at times, I feel likethis is just the beginning! as I feel the warmth of thebreeze upon my face,the sun gives way

I don’t know what to saysitting here, watching the waves,emotions come flooding in,no words, no thoughts everything seems empty,everything seems so out of tune,one moment I was flying high,next thing I knew, something yanked me down! standing where I am now,looking back how far I have come,I thought I had

as I watch the sun fade awaybehind the palm treesthat line up on the sea shoreI begin to take stock and prepare to leave; opening up my bag,with a view to clear the excess baggage,I find all I have is words andthat does not seem to be enough! a gentle

sparkling thoughts like diamondglitter inside this emotion less face,illuminated by hope and a deeperdesire to live, they shine brightly; listening to the voice insidethat is dying to come out, I search for meansto keep myself sane! I try to forgive and forget, butmemories cling on like leeches do;how can I