as the night slowly gave awayto a brand new morningmy eyes opened to abrand new beginning;   trying to be what i am notI let you take over mecreeping and crawling you drove to me to the edge of madness;   as I see the reflection in the waterI look deep into the eyesthat

you came into my lifewhen darkness reigned supreme,expectations I had none,life was one big chore; and in one moment,you came in and sparkeda desire to live lifeand banished the darkness forever; as I sit here watching the night sky,I think of the days whendarkness was the only thingthat was visible to

drifting away in my own mind getting lost in the sands of time i try to gather all the information that is beaming infront of my eyes; making little sense of what is being said and what is being done i wander round and round; acting like a clown in this theatre of dreams never really knowing what is it that

back to the beginning,starting at square one,where one chapter endedanother one starts; as the race for lifegrows tighter and crazier,the winds of memoriesbring in the sweet days of yesteryears; as I took a walkand gazed up into the skyit seems so strangelooking at the sun and the moon together; as the anchored heartslowly

as I stand hereon the threshold ofsomething newlife has come to a pause; everything has justbeen temporarilyput on hold orslowed down to a crawl; emotions,thoughts,desires,and dreams; like a kid stepping into a schoolafter the holidayseverything seems brand newwhile its all the same; nothing has changednothing seems out of orderyet everything seems so out of

Wait, it’s never too late for years, i have been sitting on the fence contemplating whether to go this way or go the other way; unable to decide and unable to comprehend what i saw and what i witnessed; i stayed glued to this fence occasionally walking to the edge only to scamper back to the middle again and again; never quite

It’s half past midnight tossing and turning unable to sleep, I don’t know what to do; My mind is far away in search of something that I once had and somehow slipped out my hand; Struggling to understand this tug of war between the mind and heart I try to search for a solution so as to agree on a compromise; Trying

lost in someone else’s dreamfrolicking amidst madnessdangling by a dream and makingno sense of this commotion; words of insanityspewing forth like lavabulldozing its way pasteverything that came in the path; how do I explainwhat goes on insidethe deepest shadowsof my heart; as the howling of the windand crashing of the thunderdrown out the

as my eyes closed, my mindawakens to a fantasywhere there are noboundaries or barriers; drawn to a memory so beautiful,to make it a reality I would surely die for;dwelling in sleepless nights forever,searching for an escape from this matrix of life; caught in a never ending questand battle for all things,

how can I explain?how can I describe?leaving me destituteturning me into an empty shell; I am wide awakebut my world is half asleep,voices telling me to carry onbut I am swimming in an ocean all alone; I tried to go on likethis never happened,but where I am goingis anybody’s guess! I will

afraid of what I would seeif I peeked inside,I became deaf and dumbto the emotions that my heart cried out; the day slowly slips bybringing nothing to conclusionbringing nothing new to light,it slowly dragged on the inevitable; with every step that I take,my confidence grows even furtherallowing me to take on everythingallowing

walking along the moonlit beach,thinking of reasons aplentybeneath the twinkling stars,dancing to the waves of melodies; traveling in two different directions,we came together at an unexpected stop;as the silence of the night,became unbearable, it was meant to be; left speechless, without any inspirationsearching the shoreline and the wavesfor a reason, that I

walking down the roadfeeling cold and bluesaying goodbye was so hard to doI looked up to the sky; clouds of darkness on one sidelight filtering in from anotherwalking from one place to anotheron a carpet of fallen leaves; feeling miles awayand completely at ease,colors as vibrant as can be,shimmered on the horizon; transforming

the day is almost overeverything I wanted to do,everything I wanted to say,has been said and done; as I make my way back to the den,before the darkness closed in,I start to think and wonder,why should I barricade myself again; I reach down into my souland grab for the real mehidden beneath

as I swim through asea of uncertainty,my heart sang with joy,my anguish thoughts gone! I don’t understand how or why,at times, I feel like the end is near,while at times, I feel likethis is just the beginning! as I feel the warmth of thebreeze upon my face,the sun gives way