words, full of meaningwords, that i mean eachand every one of themstuggle to come out! emotions, plenty of themneatly bottled up inside;words for each occasion;words for each emotion! struggling to come out,causing a huge traffic jaminside my mindleaving my heart with no peace! a stream of wordsrushed out from my

dark, gloomy cloudsappeared on the horizonwith no purpose, they just lingeredwaiting for the oppurtunity; time stopped stillwhen i lost it all,brakes appeared from nowhereand put my life on hold; brakes, that held these clouds back,now released them and blackened my life,spreading chaos and confusionreplacing sanity with insecurity! swimming in the

underneath the bright moon lightwith the stars in full viewwe walk hand in handalong the sea shore whispering sweet nothingsso softly that only we can hear;the waves gently caress our feet,the cool night air lifts us off into the clouds; basking in the moonlit rays,as stardust falls from abovehand in

my mind is blankno thoughtsno memorieseverything is just dark! watching the comedy on tvfails to evoke any laughter;while the beauty of mother naturedoesnt leave me in awe! once calm mind,now struggles to remain sanewith the storm nowcreating havoc inside me! frustration takes over,crossing the line of sanityclouds of angerblinds my

little by little, time slowlywanes away with each passing day;in this ocean of eternitymy time to live is only a small speck; trying to make the bestof what little time i havei strife to live lifeamidst the droplets of pain shed from a broken and a battered souldevoid of all

when the day comes to a closeand the lights start to dimwhen darkness begins to engulfspeople scurry back into their den shutting themselves offin the comfort of artificial light,unable to face the darknessthey sleep the pain away; like glass windows,when the sun is shiningeverything is rosy;everyone sparkle with joy; when

the clock stuck 12:00 midnight unable to sleep i ventured out into the darkness of the night desperately seeking an answer i just close my eyes and try to weather the storm brewing inside me! the winds of change that sweeps the land everyday is powerless to dissipate the storm

standing at the twilighti seek answersfor the futurethat i know nothing about footsteps that i have left behindhave been carefully redrawn to hide the stumblesand the scars that they have left! sympathy, i do not seek;money, i do not care a dime;riding the wave of struggles and hardshipthat brought me

waking up early on a cloudy saturday morningi start the dayjust like any other each day, each new beginningtrying to put yesterday behindi try to start afreshand live the day maybe a curse?maybe past sins?i dont knowi always get caught my efforts to live life,see life in a new perspectivecomes

i had been thinking,thinking about a lot of thingsfrom the little boy in the playgroundto the granny in the park! from the things i had done years agoto what i did yesterdaybeen thinking what i am doing nowto what i will be doing tomorrow! a lot of choices;a lot of

desires leads to desperationdesperation leads to actionmy desire to fight this strugglemade me to take action unable to stay in the cornerday after dayi picked the lockand broke the chains that bound me walking away from the corneri made my way into life, once againhope i have plenty of,confidence i

  sitting here, my mind wanders far awayfrom the memories, that once haunted me! sitting here, i wish i could be far awayholding your hand and walking in the beach! sitting here, i dream of the futurewhen darkness and light would co-exist! sitting here, my eyes look very tiredbut across

  i remember how we used to be togetherall the things we used to do we did togetherweek after weekit used to be the same, all the time you and me, living life the way we wantednever a minute, we stopped to carewhat the world said about uswe lived life,

  i dreamed i was in the parksitting on the benchwatching the birdsand reading the book sound of laughtersuddenly broke the silenceand filled the airsitting up straight, i looked out one look is all it tookone look that left me speechless, brought me back to sensesand woke me up from

these are the original words for the poem. For some reason, i didnt like it and changed it to the previous version (that can be seen here) its been a tough day running from pillar to post i am scarred by you and i do not know what to do

making my way across to my chair i catch a glimpse of the wavy hair that is now so synonymous with your beauty one min, i am wandering around aimlessly the next min, i am sitting in the chair my fingers typing something my mind thinking only about you its

standing here at a break of dawnwatching the golden sunslowly break out of its “trap”i close my eyes i close my eyesand see images streaming in ofincidents, events, peoplefrom the past and the present the past just whizzes bystopping only to remind me ofthe mistakes that had happenedand those that

I’ve been up all night Nothing seems to pass my mind “Goodnight” we said but the silence was so thick and you never cared to to break it. Baby, there’s nothin’ I can do. You’re the one my last resort and I’ve put all my trust just in you –